two heads are better than one!

there's always a first time..

2007-06-11T23:32:00.000+09:00

last thu went to glorietta & landmark just to let time pas.. had dinner there with my "brkda officemates" then, we decided to just hangout near someone else's boarding house.. i was with two girls who live near washington st. in makati so we decided to go there.. on the way we had to walk at least two blocks.. this happened during the walk..

ang swerte ko tlg timing my nagmo2tor n dumaan ang bilis tpos ang ingay ng tambucho.. maya2 huminto 8-12 meters away from us tpos yung sky n mama ksma yung anak at asawa nya gumgwa ng eksena.. eun.. prng my shooting mejo nag-aamok cya so nktingin kmi hnggng mplpit kmi s knya.. 2-3meters away from him yumuko nko yoko kc madamay kaso nakorsonadahan ako, natripan yta yung white polo ko.. lumpait s kin sby akmang prng sak2in saying. " anu?! anu tinitingin tingin m?" sinulyapan ko lng cya tpos drecho paglakad thinkin n tatantanan rin nya ko gaya ng nanghahabol n aso pag di mo pinancin ti2gil rin.. hinila ko nun ksma ko girl patabi.. tapos nun nklmps n kmi s knya.. kala ko tpos n, biglang tinadyakan ako s likod, muntik ako umalma kaso naicp ko dayo ako run dmi p tao s lbs bka imbes n umawat tumulong p dun s mamang mukang kargado.. kinabahan lng ako ng mtpos n yung lht ng yun.. hinhintay ko nga kung my memories n mgflashback kaso wala eh!!! tpos nun ngkwe2ntuhan n kmi bukas raw pl yung kutsilyo kya hinila ako nun ksma o kala ko balisong n nkretract lng eh.. this happened between 1015-10:30pm kaya guys gals & pis yngat yngat h..

nphba post ko.. :) di bale minsan lng..
God bless us all!

unexpected..

2007-05-04T21:46:00.000+09:00

this morning I was in carriedo (near quiapo church) because I am having my orientation with EPCIB at Binondo & I decided to pass by the stalls there.. to my surprise I saw Kuya Vic (Alludovic) the patient from Estrellas, I can't be wrong.. bondat p rin cya pero pumayat n di ko n cya kinausap ntkot ako & bka d n nya ko maalala.. my ksma cyang bata, ewan kung anak or pamangkin nya.. maayos nmn hitsura nya prng mgling n.. eun.. nagulat lng tlg ko..

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2007-04-22T21:51:00.000+09:00

hi pipz.. musta lans bout outing? mlmng tlga d ako mkksama eh.. anyways.. just want to share my thoughts l8ly.. ever felt the feeling that you have all the time in the world to do what you've always planned but you still can't accomplish these goals.. hirap. ewan ko.. lalng! hirap tlg pg nasanay ka magprocrastinate, buti sa work di ko na-aapply hay.. enjoy guys! d nko ngreply s emails kc d nmn ako mkksama.. ciao!

mtv

2007-04-10T22:07:00.000+09:00

perks of public transpo..

2007-03-23T21:04:00.000+09:00

1. swerte pg my sounds yun jeep, tv/sounds rin yun bus
2. faster travel time, dahil sira ulo yung mga drayber singit ng singit..
3. u meet different types of people.
a. yun mga ngmmdli, at alm mong iniicp nila n malel8 nnmn cla 2day..
b. yung mga parang ang lalim ng iniicp or mrming problema s buhay..
c. yung mga nabwi2sit s sumisiksik nilang ktbi..
d. speaking of ktbi, swerte pg cute yun ktbi mong chick
e. meryanda ang kusang la2pit syo, bad3p yang mga tuksong vendors n yn ng pugo, mani at chicharon..
f. at yung mga nkpikit n tila taimtim n ngdrsl pero mya2 sumusunod n s bwt galaw ng jeep, wg k lng sna matutuluan ng laway nila..

enjoy lng tlg ako s public transpo, kc arw2 kong ginagamit yun.. ms oobserbhn ko nga ang mga ksby ko at tyak there's a lot more that i can share with you..
s mga di p nkkalm.. sa equitable pci bank n po ak work, s my dela costa sa makati, hopefully maabsorb ak dun..

extras:
questions that have bothered me 4 so long now..
1. bkit pg bumaba n yung ktbi m, di mo maiwasan minsan n pagpagin yung inupuan nya lalo kung ganun yung ginawa ng isa mo pang ksky?
2. ang germs b ndi dumidikit s sabon/dishwashing liquid kpg nilinis mo ang yong kamay/mga plato?
3. bkit unfair ang mundo?

salamat at hnggang d2 npgtyagaan mong bshin..
hopefully in the future ms my sense n ang posts ko..

exercise..

2007-02-06T19:45:00.000+09:00

a home to remember.. (nang manenok ang aking... bleeep!)

2007-02-06T19:24:00.000+09:00

2 weekends ago i stayed in my boarding home in Caloocan & i had to do my laundry there good thing a washing machine was available for my use and the clothes washing was easy. i hanged my clothes & when i realized that i need my underwears to dry quickly i decided to tansfer it to the 'sampayan' next to the gate. i left it there at 2pm of saturday & was planning to get it back by sunday am. during that sat. eve there was a hunch/instinct that tells me to check if my
underwears have already dried, well, i did not follow it. and the next morning i was surprised that my underwears were not were i left it. at first i thought that my other housemates might have kept it (isinilong na) for me. but to my disappointment my under garments are nowherwe to be found, then i started to think that it might have been stolen. i don't want to believe it, but when my housemates found out, they said that probably & possibly it might have been stolen. it was then confirmed because one of them also lost a bath towel & there were other instances in the past that they lost their clothes.. but NEVER their under garments.. no 1 can describe the feeling of losing something, moreover, you precious underwears! =D later on, when i've accepted the truth i just laugh & joke about it. maybe the burglar was thinking, "uy carter briefs! ms mgnda ata to sa walker eh.. ayos 'to hindi pa bacon! salamat po! (wid matching tingin sa langit)" hehe! sana natuwa/natawa kayo..

wish ko na lang allergic sya s mr.clean.. =p

Is tadi en LRT travel time

2006-12-05T16:00:00.000+09:00

I. Objectives:
1. To know the approximate time/s of travel using LRT
2. To know the estimate time/s of arrival and departure from each station and how long a train stays in each ststion
3. To help commuters who utilize the LRT for travel in estimating and/or appropriating/budgeting time for LRT use during their travels

II. Materials Used:
Human Brain
Seiko Diver's watch

III. Procedures:
1. Go to a nearby LRT station. Buy a single journey ride ticket and ride the train.
2. Enter one train (Note: Be careful so that the flow of commuters will not be a hindrance to your entering of the train, push people around, if necessary.)
3. Once in the train find a seat where you can be comfortable but usually you have to stand and don't forget to hold onto the safety handrails.
4. Using the Seiko Diver's watch, time the journey and each stop at a station including the tme the door opens and closes. Subtract, add and convert seconds to minutes using the human brain.

IV. Results and Discussion:
As a result of the journey, rather the study, it was found out that:
a. it takes an approximate of 15-30mins. to get to g.puyat from monumento
b. approximate range of travel from one station to another is 1min. & 10secs. to 1min. & 30secs. with Carriedo to Central Terminal having the longest time of 1min. & 45secs.
c. estimate time in each staion ranges from 15 to 30 seconds, (this includes the door opening and closing).

V. Conclusion:
It can be concluded that commuters will have to provide at least thirty(30) minutes additional to their travel time when they will use LRT depending on the distance of the station they're coming from and going to.

VI. Recommendations:
It is recommended that a similar study be done traveling from monumento up to baclaran to develop a standard, precise and accurate travel times and not just approximations. It should be noted that the study was inspired by the fact that the researcher was travelling alone and needs to get to gil puyat in the fastest time possible. HE is also not so serious about the study and used a very unreliable not calibrated watch. This study has no scientific value whatsoever and if ever it has it would only be very minimal.

Merry Christmas to all! May we all Gain everything we ever want in the coming year to come!

free-floating

2006-11-28T20:25:00.000+09:00

i'm free.. again. just like the clouds in the sky, free floating & letting the wind to bring them to wherever they may end up, be it that they become darker & thicker and fall as rain or just get thin & thinner until they disappear in the horizon. now I am letting destiny lead me to where I should and hopefully this tym it wud be what I've wanted. Everything happens for a reason.. but still i need to decide to get me somewhere. a door of opportunity has closed and hopefully another one will be opened, the one that is right for me to enter. well God has plans but i have to figure it out of course.

2006-11-08T13:52:00.000+09:00

Your true colour is blue!

You're blue -- the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The colour of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolised trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a group of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you – they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue -- and patently you!

from: http://uk.tickle.com/test/truecolor/result.html

hay buhay.. pa!

2006-09-24T20:50:00.001+09:00

gusto lang ipaalam sa lht n pasensha n mejo busy at hirap s job kaya ngyn lng ulit post.. sa mga bumati mrming slmt ulit!
so musta n b ko?
gaya ng dati ok p rin nmn..
kaya pa s job..
icp nyo cguro swerte ko gand company ko, wlng lugi..
sa mcdo nga pl ak trbho s nga di nkkalm MT ak dun..
at sa Gotesco Monumento ang store ko..
s 22o lng di ko msya s job ko..
my tyms p n feeling ko ang unproductive ko..
hnp tlg ng ktwn ko M-F job n 8am-5pm/9am-6pm lng..
bukod pa dun gs2 ko tlg office ako work and paperworks ang khrp ko yun tipo b n mejo routinary/clerical job hay..
nu kaya mangyari sa kin in 4 months?!
di p ko mkhnpulit work pano sked ko ndi ko lm lginh Restaurant Mngr ko lng ngssbi at maximum of 1week lng bnbigay nya sked di p nttpt n weekdays lht..
un lng..
miss y'all!
Godbless us all!

hay buhay.. pa!

2006-09-24T20:50:00.000+09:00

unexpected

2006-07-27T12:54:00.000+09:00

hi guys! mejo di ko expected n m22loy ako s mcdo kala ko kc yung mga huli kong interview mejo sabit pero last freiday ngsign nko contract.. unexpectd din yung nangyari s kin dun tagal ko dun s citibank center.. dami pina-fillupan tpos haba ng job orientation.. 1st tym ko inabutan ng dilim s makati mga 7pm nko umlis dun s office.. hay.. una nklgy s contract ko dpt nun monday(july24) mgstart nko kaso bgo ak umlis dun my changes daw aug16 n raw.. saya nko.. tapos biglng 2mwg ulit HR sa kin s mny changes raw ulkit s sked ko, (icp ko naku mapa2aga kaya?) den the news came s wed n raw.. npressure ako bigla icp ko kc 2weeks p phnga ko bglang 1week nlng?! ngka2ron tlg ko aprehensions n bka di kayanin trbho? ganun b tlg? pkisagot nmn ako yung mga ngttrbho n jn.. Godbless all of us! Goodluck!

update p ulit

2006-07-19T12:01:00.000+09:00

dito ko s crossing ng byn nila esdi kkkuha ko lng nbi clearance. buti mbilis lng iba tlg pg unique k.
naicp ko lng yung employees kya ng NBI kumukuha rin ng clearance? hehe! sa friday n orientation ko and contract signing ata sana s mcdo n alm ko ako i-assign. hehe. un lng..

balita..

2006-07-17T17:16:00.000+09:00

sa ulo ng mga nagbabagang balita..
bagyong florita umalis n ng bansa,
alert level 1 nktaas p rin s MT. Kanlaon..
Bulkang Mayon nagbabantang sumabog!
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at exklusibo!
lalake na mukang pwet... huli raw namataan sa my ortigas!

tumutok lang para sa mga sariwang balita..

extrem extrem magic sing!
ang susunod n blita ay hatid sa inyo ng extreme magic sing..

maayos nmn ang buhay ko ngayon.. nakausap este kinausap n kmi(ksma bro ko) ng papa ko.. kinausap LANG kasi di ko rin nasabi kung anuman yung nilalaman ng aking damdamin.. it all started kasi once upon a time in July 9, ngka-away kc kmi pinsan ko kc sinagot ko na siya dis tym kya kinausap kmi ng papa ko n di nmn inaalam yung side namin.. so that's all i want to share about that. bsta mas ok s bhy l8ly..

eto nmn ako tomorrow lu2was punta makati mgsubmit ng pre-hiring requirements s mcdo.. sana tlg tuloy n tuloy na to..

Goodluck and Godbless all of us!

update

2006-04-27T19:38:00.000+09:00

eto tuloy pa rin ang jobhunt kanina galing ako ortigas for testing s bee happy! 1-2 weeks raw contactin ako for developments ng application ko.. hirap tlg mghintay.. isa tlg s di mgndang feeling yun di b? lalo kung uncertain yung mangyayari pero guess I have to learn patience.. sana lng tlg mtnggp ako.. gust ko na rin mgktrbho khit alm kong ms msrp mging bum at nkkpgod n pag-aapply plng hay.. iba p rin pg kaw n bhla s srili mo.. thi is reality.. buti nlng tuwing lu2was ako my binibigay sa kin at mas mtaas yun kumpara s allowance ko nung college.. hay..
s bhy nmn ang bait ng pinsan ko cympre and2 kc pa2 ko s bhy at gaya pa rin ng dati im stil hopin makasundo n tlg nmin cya.. pero ms ,hirp p yun s trbho ni Mr. Ethan Hunt (lpit n nga pl M:I-3, nuod tayo h..) prng imposible tlg yun! so guys un lng muna ska n yung reflections.. syng dami n rin nangyari s kin fter grad.. miss y'all people!

cuatro sikolohia katlo salamat!

2006-03-23T10:53:00.000+09:00

kina ali trish and vee, Thanks! you girls rock!

kina laura, mike and leah, thanks di ko mklimutan pinagdaanan ntin lalo na sa alcoholism.. kpl ng muka ntin s mini-stop.. hehe.
laura, stay as u are saludo ako s talents mo!
mike, remember OMF?! dun tyo una ngksma buti nlng host lng kmi ni lynard.. hehe!
lei, banggitin ko p b lht?! bsta tnx! and sorry di kita pinagkatiwalaan dati..
take care guys!

ky roanne & jorge.. Tnx! kc naapreci8 nyo khit yung kaunting tulong ko.. sorry s mga tyms n di ko napafeel s nyo n gusto ko 2mulong or naoffend ko kyo.. (tma b jorge?!)

sa fantastic 4 ren, jen, jc and luan..thanks s mga lokohan, chikahan at lht ng npgsmhn nten though di cya ganun krami my natutunan din ako sa inyo..

sa orig berks ko.. ladies first.
nina, tnx s lht lalo s pgpunta nmin s bhy nyo tmby man or proj or party..
kyang, tnx! khit mejo mkulit k ok ka rin pg serious matters n pinag-uusapan..
lele, tnx h! sa biruan, kulitan and cympre 4 da matrnal concern n bibibigay m 4 every1..
gay, tnx 4 everythin! most spcly s reviewers and totfulness..
ate she, o anu b?! musta n yung pu**y m? hehe! kkaiba rin bonding ntin close tyo khit di tyo gano usap.. tnx!

czar, pre slmt! saya ka rin ksma sa aprtmnt naka2inspire p mag-aral.
nard, laki n ng inimprove m ah?! hindi mature h.. joke! inlab p?! hehe. slmt s lht ng kakulitan!
alan, u know what?! get a life! juz kiddin..after grad go on vacation or sumthin ryt? i know u nid it.. saka n yung ateneo/law applications.. thanks dude! 4 ur wisdom.. hehe!
gj, pare tnx! alm ko 1 k s mga kaibigan n di nang-iiwan.. di mn tyo ngssma ng mdls at mtgl.. salamat! lalo n s can opener..
kumpadres gwapito1 and gwapito2.. slmt tlg s nyo! can't imagine coll w/o da humor of the 2 of u!
jelong puwit, slmt! khit tamad at mkulit k naprove m s kin ang hlga ng 1 tunay n kaibigan.. sory kc alm ko dati iniicp mo lumilitaw lng ako pg my tatype ako.. hehe!
esding pa star! thank u dhil ntnong kita sa 4th floor corridor nung HS p tyo, corny cguro ng buhay ko kung di ako nag-Psych.. hay.. bsta slmt pare s lht!
wish ko lng tyong 3 yung magstik 2geder pra ms mdli ng ipunin ang 4C in d future..

sa olgels.. ana & rhez, tnx!kc khit mkulit ako at mhilig mangurot ng ABS (Arms, Big & Soft) nyo di p rin kyo ngglit.. hehe! tnx s lht ng pinagsmhn ntin lalo n group projcts!
phnas, bizarre(spelchek pls?) tlg ng frndship ntin. actually di ko lm kung bkit close tyo khit di nag-uusap ng mdls.. hehe! tc! we'll kip in touch.. tnx!
seathart, gust kung my kmbl mn ako cguro tulad mo.. wla lang naicp ko lng.. hehe! tnx so much 4 evrythin! sa tawanan, biruan, tawanan, biruan at moments of seriousness ntin since 1st year.. wud rily endure and enjoy coll life all over again as long as ur my seathart, este seatm8..

sa PLP.. tiph & jacq..tnx 4 ur support! ms mdlas kausap ko kyo bout serious matters and facts of life eh.. tnx! suggestuion ko lng.. essentials muna ha..
na2y carla.. tnx sa lht! lalo n s mga paalala..
ampong arra, liempo tnx ha! iba k tlg mediator idol na kita! hehe! tnx sa lht!
anak_2, tnx h! mamiss ko kabibohan mo at scripts mong malu2fet! tnx kc pinagkatiwla m s kin yung mumunting lihim mo..
anak-1, thank u ha! di ko mkklimutan yung tawa mo.. pacute na ngiti mo.. bsta iba k tlg.. prng autistic! (o ayan naka2iyak b post ko?!) hehe! joke! slmt kc lgi mo ko napapangiti khit najejebs ako at gusto kong ngumiwi..
bsta thank u sobra2!

sa manangz..
chika, tnx 4 everythin! and letting me discover how it is 2 b feminine.. (ay bumigay nko! joke!) naku bka pag nkakita ko foreigner kausapin ko ng tagalog mglit s kin.. kw kc.. hehe! tnx h!
ness, tnx 4 da advices & inspirations you've shared wit me.. really apreci8 it! stay good and happy!
mers, tnx s lht! sa pggng cool mo everytym.. anytym.. sa lht ng pinagsmhn ntin lalo n s 3 practicum.. sa psych pageant & party, dmi rin pla nting bonding tym noh?!tnx tlga sobra!
at cympre MylABS, tnx 4 all u've done for me! wag mo nmn ako spoiled.. i love you!

pls take time to read..

2006-03-23T10:37:00.001+09:00

coll grad is fast approaching.. i cn already smell it.. (laki b nmn ng ilong ko eh?!) hehe. looking bak 2 sat 4 yirs of coll life ano b naaalala ko? honestly, wl gano.. marahil bukod s maikli n naapektuhn p memory functions ko ftr my mom's death. but im working hard to remember everythn/anythn dat hapens to me daily..
so wat wil i remembr bout coll? #1 cguro yun baha nun 1st yr 1st sem, di ko tlg mklimutn nun mkita ko n my maggot s sptos ko, waaaah! di lang ako nkcgaw bka mgmistulan akong bkla.. #2 7am classes na mhirap di mal8 khit nka-aprtmnt k n, lalo p nung uwian p kmi ni jelo.. #3 aprtmnt life, i rily bliv it shud be prt of coll, adjustmnt n rin 4 future life as independents. yung kulitan nmnin at pminsn minsng inuman n di nmn ako sumasma.. #4 Paskuhn, Sci Wk, Psych parties, Livre Concerts at cympre yung variety show! Saya! ilan lng yn s bblikan ko sa coll years, pero teka.. block section s uste db?! wla b ko frnds s clasm8s ko? meron! actually.. lht cla! pero di ko ssbhin n prt cla ng coll life ko.. bkit?!

kc part n cla ng buhay ko eh..(*punchline!*) khit pa cguro nung first year p lng kmi..

so this is the time that i give thanks to u dear bros and siss, children, classsmates frends! bsta lht kyong myembro ng CUATRO SIKOLOHIYA KATLO... Thank You talaga sobra! sa fud n arw2 ntin pinag-aagawan.. sa lokohan, hiritan, joke times at laglagan na lgi ntin kinasisiyahan.. sa presentations, group projcts & major requirements na pinag-awayan at pinagtulungan nting pagdaanan.. sa mssyang klase, tawanan, outings at kwentuhan na ating pinagsaluhan..bsta sa lht ng ating pinagsmhn.. Thanks guys and gals! i love y'all! hope we'll always keep in touch and that we all succeed and get what's best for us out of our lives..

my eyes

2006-03-06T12:13:00.001+09:00

Your Results: Moonlight
You have moonlight eyes. Moonlight is the color of mystery. Your eyes symbolize your ability to see yourself as others see you. You have finesse for letting other people know what you think. You have a soothing and calming ability that you may or may not know about. You have the awesome ability to draw a person's negative energy out and replace it with a positive energy; the world needs more people like you. Some words to describe you: patient, self-controlled, perseverance, insightful, reflective, understanding, serene, and caring.

-> sinagutan ko yung kay jc pero cympre di 100% totoo to cguro nga yung iba part ng personality ko but not in it's totality.. eun lalng.. saka nko mgpost..

magnanakaw vs. magnanakaw

2006-02-23T23:07:00.000+09:00

narinig nyo n cguro yung "ang magna2kaw galit sa kapwa magna2kaw"
bakit kaya noh?!
dahil ba nagkakaron pa sila ng kaagaw sa mga plano nila nakawan
dahil ba kailangan pa nila maghati kahit alam nila na mas nagtrabaho o nagrisk ang certain magna2kaw kesa sa kasama niya?
para sa kin.. it's about projection..
galit cya dahil nakikita niyang ginagawa ng iba yung bagay o mga bagay na cya mismo guilty o ikinakahiya niya na ginagawa nya..

similar din to sa pagtuturo..
or pagpansin sa ginagawang kasamaan ng iba..
when in fact di rin nmn maayos, mabuti at higit sa lht moral ang ginagawa mo/niya.
i-quote ko lng "wag mong pansinin ang dusing sa muka ng kapwa mo...etc."
eto ang version ko wag mo na pansinin dusing ng kapwa mo kasi baka mas gusgusin ka pa..
mas malala pa pala ginagawa mo di mo lng alam or pansin o ayaw mo lang aminin sa sarili mo..

bsta mrmi tlg kong natutunan sa quote n mande2kwat galit sa kapwa mandurukot
and i cn say di rin cya absolute..
kasi bkit ako, c sd at jelo di nmn ngkkglit khit pare2ho kaming kyot(cute)?
HEHE!
goodluck sa tin! kaya to kapit les than two weeks na lang!

parts of joel

2006-02-16T18:17:00.000+09:00

How to make a joel
Ingredients:3 parts intelligence
5 parts self-sufficiency
5 parts empathy

Method:Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice.
Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability

hay.. buhay... (baliw n b ko?! hehe!)

2006-02-13T19:00:00.000+09:00

title plng prng nkkdepress n..
hirap talaga pag marami kang kailangan gawin noh?!
jan yung practicum, thesis, report s Marriage, powerpoint s PGC at research s ETAR, ggwa ka pa ng protocol mo for Rorschach.. di lng yn my quiz day ka pa next week(Monday, Feb.20,2006)! WOW PARE SABOG NKO INIICP PLNG YANG MGA YAN!!
hay talaga...
di ko alam kung maaasar ako, maba2dtrip o magre2klamo..
pero...
wala nmn maitutulong yon di ba?
no choice!..
kailangan kong gawin to..
yoko nmn maudlot pagmartsa sa Marso..

sabi nung mga active at bibo sa co-curricular at extra-curricular activities... it's all about time management and knowing your priorities..
wow! eh pano kung 'di ako mrunong nun?!! hay.. bhla n? gnun?!
di pwede mhirap yun..

tpos magttnong ka bkit ba ganito buhay ko prng ang hirap tpos tatanungin mo SYA, Bkit po ganto nangyyri?
kung pwede lng bumuka ang langit, sasabihin NYA sa'yo..

LOKO! yan lng mg pinagda2anan mo reklamo ka na ng reklamo?!?!
e kung ikaw kaya nsa kalagayan ko?!
(ibibigay ko po yung fita.. =D)

kung palaboy ka at wlng tirahan..
kung ikaw yung tatay n nawalan ng trbho tpos sampung anak ang kailangan mong pakainin..
kung ikaw yung pasyente na may malalang sakit na tipong di na gagaling at di na makagalw...
e kung ikaw yung....
ah bsta!

bsta alam ko kailangan ko nang gumawa ng powerpoint nmin sa PGC, Bkit ba kc ko nging leader pa e?!!?!?! Ma'am Gabo nmn eh...

o cge di ko na kyo iistorbohin.. tnx sa time at patience! hehe!

No Guts, No Glory

2006-01-30T19:24:00.000+09:00

The catalysts of man's success are unswerving determination and courageous foresight. Personalities with iron will and clear vision take stumbling blocks on their way as stepping stones in reaching their goals.

In depth involvement inspite of adversities is the hallmark of people out to prove to their fellowmen that guts and perseverance are the stairways to glory.

It is rightly asserted that when sloth and apathy reign, all men become slaves.Therefore, we must never allow ourselves to become slaves to nasty habits, ugly attitudes, indiscipline, indolence, and self-interest.

Rather, there is a compelling need for men and women of today to possess courage, vision, initiative and purpose to enable them to contribute to national well-being and global uplift. There is much wisdom in what a great soldier once said that if we cannot find a way, let us make one.

Also relevant is what P.M. Ruskin aptly declared: "The man who wastes today lamenting yesterday will waste tomorrow lamenting today."

Significantly enough, history is replete with names of men and women who have used their handicaps as a challenge rather than as obstacle, as a stepping stone to triumph, and glory.

Their life, their spirit, their energy, their fortitude and self-reliance put many a healthy, normal being to shame. While many of the healthy people could have done better, we find them often complaining and grumbling.

Both the physically sound and handicapped can strive for glory and sucess if they develop and create w/in themselves guts, persistence and constancy of purpose that would enable them to rise above mediocrity.

So, if you are hale and hearty, you have more to give. If you are handicapped, you can still give. It pays to remember that those who brng sunshine to others cannot keep it to themselves.

You stand to profit much by giving however insignificant and small. See to it that your footprints be not mere marks of a heel. Rather, let them be footprints of a great soul on the sands of time.

No matter how brilliant an action is, it is worthless if it is not the result of a great design or goal. Men and women without number have attained honor and celebrity because their goals and objectives are charted and steered by guts, devotion and commitment.

Glory and greatness lie not in being strong, but in how you use your strength. Such observation could well be construed to mean that fame, honor and glory can be achieved only through guts, daring and vision.

The great trail of human endeavor lies along the beaten highway of steadfastness, and only those who are most persistent and persevering would reap success.

Lives of great men exhort us to make our life useful and sublime. It would do well for us all to reaffirm once more the ever burning rationale that glory and success are never achieved without guts, initiative and tenacity as eloquebtly postulated by these stirring lines:

Do what you can, being what you are;

Shine like a glow-worm,

if you cannot be like a star;

Work like a pulley,

if you cannot be a crane;

Be a wheel greaser,

if you cannot drive a train.

* first of all thanks if you read the whole article..

i just bumped into this book ,"Jewels of the Spirit" at the humanities section of the library and this is one of the articles i liked most from this book. i first noticed that poem and i was really struck and i want to give you my opinion about the article...

prng cnsbi lng nya n 'use whatever you have to attain whatever goals you dream of achieving.' at isa pa pina-realize sa kin ng article na to n wla kang mggwa n mbuti sa buhay mo pag wla kang initiative, na kailngn sa yo tlg manggaling yung effort pra sa mga bagay na kailngn at gusto mong gawin.. don't be a whiner because of your failures or because things are not going the way you want it to be when you know that you did not exert your full effort to attain your goals. so un lng.. tnx sa maga nagtyaga magbasa.. sana my napulot kayo na makktulong s inyo.

spontaneous one more time

2006-01-18T18:47:00.000+09:00

nainggit kasi ako nung nakita ko yung post ni lynard kya naicpan ko rin mgpost.. hehe..

asar ako l8ly kc:
ang dali ko cponin tpos madalas msma pkirmdm ko or nanla2ta ako, ganto b tlg pg tumtnda este ngkaka-edad (sbi nga ng mttnda, hehe!)??? kainis tlg pg di k 100% hirp mag-isip, gumalaw bsta..
madalas rin ang aga ko nakakatulog pero pag bumabaw naman tulog ko nababalisa(i feel worried... for the benefit of those who can't comprehend the tagalog..) ako lalo pag my quiz kinabukasan, bad trip tlg kya prng di rin ako nkkpgphinga ng tma at sapat..
eto pa...
can't really get why people have to be so different from each other..
and how they can disappoint you when you expect something or a favor be done for you..
why they can not compromise or reciprocate (this is a social world why not try to understand others; learn to give and take..) i really value reciprocity.. like i accompany you pls accompany me.. in tagalog "sa2kyan kita.. sakyan mo rin ako.." hehe! just want to end it positively..

just want to share it with y'all

2005-12-20T12:48:00.000+09:00

i received this message last saturday am and i like you to read it and learn from it..

"Not 1 of us cn bring bck ysterday or shape tomorrow, only 2day is our ours and won't b ours 4 long, once it's gone it wl nvr b ours agen so make the best of everyday.. gud morning!"

un so just cherish every moment we share with every person..

the retreat and post-retreat life..

2005-12-12T18:43:00.000+09:00

ANG SAYA TALAGA NUNG RETREAT! di ba iyak ako ng iyak, tears of joy un.. hehehe! thanks guys h! saya talaga.. pwede kjya ulitin yun mga one week nmn game ako.. i agree with orange sayang nga nmn kung keln konti nlng time saka lng tyo nagpatawaran, nagbabonding ng sobra pero sulitin na natin, enjoy lang! wala yang thesis and practicum, kayang-kaya yan! pero cympre with our proper efforts di ba?

so about post-retreat life naman.. ang gaan talaga ng pakiramdam lalo after nung confession ko, masarap pala maka-bonding si FR. Pompeyo.. feeling ko ang sarap nya kausapin tungkol sa buhay-buhay sayang di ako nakahingi ng advises about my problems at home.. speaking of.. kwento ko lang 'to..
nung pag-uwi ko that saturday after our retreat.. di pa ko nakakapagpahinga sa bhy.. bigla nag-ring phone.. sinagot ko kc wlng ibng tao sa 'min pumunta sa kasal cuz, bro and sis ko..
Ako: Hello
Caller: Hello! Joel..
Ako: (iniicp kung cno tumtwg, pamilyar boses eh..) Hello po?
Caller: kumusta? cnu ksma mo jan?
Ako: ako lang po.. (den n realize ko erpat ko pla kausap ko..) umalis po cla ate pumunta sa kasal..
blah..blah..
bsta nagulat ako kasi nun lang ulit ung tym na kinausap ako ng father ko ng matagalk sa phone na di ako pinagsa2bihan or sinasabing wag nyong bwistin ng kuya mo yung (bwisit mong cuz) mga ksma nyo sa bhy.. bsta usap kami kumustahan lang.. before nga pla yun naiicp ko n kung what sa2bihin ko sa father ko if not sa phone sa leter na pinpagawa sa 'tin nung retreat, na manga2twiran nko.. pero nwla lht un..
bsta ang gnda nung approach nya mejo pinaalalahanan lng ako bout duties ko sa bhy.. ang saya tlg nung kwentuhan nmin bsta kumustahan lng.. un.. tpos nung matatapos n yung conversation..
Papa: o cge mag-iingat nlng kyo jn.. ttwg nlng ulit cguro ko mamya pag di p ko inaantok..
Ako: Ah cge po.. yngat din po kayo jan (tpos nagddlwng isip ako, bhla n!) pa, i love you po.
... NR?!
tpos binaba na nya.. nagulat cguro.. pero pgktpos nun lalong gumaan ang pkirmdm ko ms mgaan pa after nung magconfess ako.. hay.. gnun pla yun.. and this weekend nkausap ko ulit cya kinumusta n nya graduating nyang anak.. tpos sa huli sumgot na cya.. saya! feel ko naiintindihan ko na father ko ngyn, and napatawad ko na sya.. iba n tlg ngyn, pati nga cuz ko mejo bumabait n, naexplain ko na rin kc sa papa ko yung syd nmin ng broi ko that nyt, saya tlg.. hope tuloy-tuloy na 'to..
pero can't erase the fact of my greatest failure so far.. saying "i love you" to my mom..
Ma, i love you po sayang di ko sinabi yun before ka operahan siguro mas nakalaban ka, my times pa rin po na naiicp ko that could have made a big difference pero all that time i thought to myself "bkit ko sa2bihin? magkakaron pa nmn ako ng chance in the future eh.." so here i am regretting what happened. ill try tlg to post about my mom sometime in the future..
and for you guys, here's an advice.. be sure not to regret those times that you have or you wish to do something but declined and settled to just let go of that opportunity..
and i remain..

questions..

2005-11-29T16:40:00.000+09:00

bakit ba ako nabuhay?
hindi naman laging masaya..
bakit ba ako nabuhay?
mas madalas naman may problema..

bakit ba ako nabuhay?
para namang walang saysay..
bakit ba ako nabuhay?
para lang ba sumablay?

bakit pa ba 'ko buhay?
di na 'ko gano makasabay..
bakit pa ba 'ko buhay?
para namang di ko na kaya to..
bakit pa ba ko buhay?
eh di ko naman alam kung san tutungo..
bakit pa ba ko buhay?
di naman na 'ko buo, hay..

ano kaya ang dapat kong maging layunin?
alamin ang aking silbi ito'y isang suliranin..
sana ay maituro sa akin,
daan na dapat kong suungin..

i first made this poem probably a year ago.. but i finuished it with the last stanza just recently.. i was able to start this poem while i was busy thinking about my frustrations and being slightly depressed.. i usually read this when i get upset and when i feel that i have no purpose.. or when i can't see the 'future me'.. i really feel the uncertainty after graduation but i'm not afraid..

Things i've learned in a cheper bedspace boarding house..

2005-11-25T13:57:00.000+09:00

maybe ill edit this in the coming days.. enjoy reading..

1. don't eat wearing your uniform the table might not be properly cleaned
2. it is hard to wash your hands if the faucet is out of order
3. washing the dishes with your hands(without a sponge) can be very taxing
4. having your bathroom downstairs lessens your desire to take a shower at night
5. having no electic gadgets aside from your e.fan and charger forces you to study harder (kung wala ka magawa, mag-aral ka na lang!)
6. you may feel lonely at times because you do not know the pipol in the other rooms
7. you/your foam(kuchon) may not fit on the bed (itself) which makes funny squeaking sounds when you move continuously
8. you maybe able to reflect about your life with the proper motivation and the silence during the early hours of the morning (well, i'm still planning to do this)
9. being alone in your room makes you postpone everything you have to do in it most especially arranging your clothes
10. having to put a padlock (that requires the key to lock it) on the outside of your door everytime you leave helps you not to forget your key
11. it is not difficult tom be close to nature (encounters with creepy crawlers highly possible!)

P3, 2C-Psy, 3C-Psy at 4 PSY 3

2005-11-24T15:49:00.000+09:00

guys, ginawa ko lng to 4 fun wlng personalan ha.. hehe! this may not reflect the true u but this is part of your self(personality, image, etc.) as i've observed it. i am entitled to my opinion coz....
this is my blog,... my world..... wahahahaha!

una ang madaldal na c ali
sa left nya kc ang word-loaded na c Mike
sa tabi nya c leah nakalulon raw ng mic
na iniwan ni jenny, na naghinto muna ng study

malusog si carla pero di masiba
seductive comedienne nmn c laura
si jacq, ang antukin nming lola
katabi nya ang grade conscious na c anna

si jaycee nmn ang 1 and only secretary
malnourishly slim un c rosary
unang DL na lumipat ng la salle c May
si Lele di chubby pero sya ang class' Ms. Piggy

si ana cruz, thimik, thimik ring umlis ppuntang ADMU
orange, astig ideas, humor at punch lyns nito
pai, babaeng macho, official service nmin ang kanilng revo
jorge, moves nya tulad ng 1 sirkero (lupit sumyw!)

chika, culture shock pg unang beses mo cya mrinig n managalog ng derecho
gladys, singer-scriptwriter sa taong to pinaghalo
ktbi nya c nina, konti la lmng s knya ni J. Lo
sa dulo ng row ko c veron, ang beauty n bibo

si alan, athlete version ni Pilosopong Tasyo (tanda n kc!)
mhba pasensya mo pg napagtyagaan mo c lynard, lurit nito!
ktbi nya 1 pang makulit c kyang, dating 'athlete'
si lou-ann clasm8 nming matungit (mataray at masungit)

si Gav, nu n kya nangyri after mag-Music?
hlos matabunan nya c ren, buto't balat pero Chem at Math "minamani" nito
jelo, ngiti plng alm mo ng manlo2ko este nanlo2ko
at si jen, tumatawa pa rin kahit galit

next ang OC at reflective n c mary
gjeff, pambawi ang tawa sa jokes nyang corny
si arianne nmn ang aming bunso
si mabelle, maingay at makulit 'to

aming treasurer c ness, gus2 nya lgi cyang fit
si claire ang alm ko, matalinong gimikera
eto nmng c esdi (bespren nya'y mukang pwet) este jokes at hirit, astig at malupit
tignan natin pg umubra ka kay tiff, ang bullying el presidenta

cesar, certified babaero
si ate she achiever khit soft-spoken
rich girl gay, kakaibang learning skills nito
si rhezi tahimik at mahiyain,
buti mejo nagbago
at c trish makulit pero antukin.

ako nmn c KN, este c joel,
totoy bibo ng C

ay muntik ko na makalimutan
natatandaan nyo ba si Rachel Helene Rosary?

actually mttpos ko n to nung naalala ko name nya..

read or sing..

2005-11-20T18:28:00.000+09:00

Crazy lyrics
Artist - Simple Plan
Album - Shut Up

Crazytell me whats wrong with society
when everywhere i look i seeyoung girls trying to be on t.v.
they wont stop til they've reached their dreams.
Diet pills, surgery
photoshop pictures in magazines
telling them how they should beit doesnt make sense to me

Chorus:
Is everybody goin crazy?------
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me whats goin on
tell me whats goin on
if you open your eyes you'll see that something is wrong

tell me whats wrong with society
when everywhere i look i see
parents acting like enemies
making kids feel like it's world war 3
no one's there
i guess we're all just too damn busy
and money's our first priority
it doesnt make sense to me

Chorus
Something is wrong---------
Repeat Chorus

tell me whats wrong with society
when everywhere i look i see
rich guys drivin big SUV's
while kids are starvin in the streets
no one cares
no one likes to share
i guess life's unfair........

Chorus finale

nakita ko lng to s myx kanina natouch ako.. hehe..

inspirational..

2005-10-11T10:28:00.000+09:00

Ive alwys bin a fan since i was a kid just wanna post some songs

Artist - Gary Valenciano
Album - Various Songs
Lyrics - Natutulog Ba Ang Diyos

Bakit kaya
Bakit ka ba naghihintay
Na himukin pa
Pilitin ka ng tadhana
Alam mo na
Kung bakit nagkakaganyan
Lumulutang nasasayang
Ang buhay mo
At ang ibinubulong ng 'yong puso
Natutulog ba ang Diyos
Natutulog ba

Ba't ikaw ay kaagad sumusuko
Konting hirap at munting pagsubok lamang
Bakit ganyan
Nasaan ang iyong tapang
Naduduwag nawawalan
Ng pag-asa
At iniisip na natutulog pa
Natutulog ba ang Diyos
Natutulog ba

Sikapin mo pilitin mong
Tibayan ang iyong puso
Tanging ikaw ang huhubog
Sa 'yong bukas
'Wag mo sanang akalaing
Natutulog pa ang Diyos
Ang buhay mo
Ay mayroong halaga
Sa Kanya

Dapat pa ba
Na ikaw ay maghintay
At himukin pa pilitin ka
Ng tadhana
Gawin mo na
Kung ano ang nararapat
Magsikap ka at magtiwala
sa Maykapal
Nakahanda ang Diyos
Umalalay sa 'yo
Hinihintay ka lang
Kaibigan

Sikapin mo pilitin mong
Tibayan ang iyong puso
Tanging ikaw ang huhubog
Sa 'yong bukas 'Wag mo sanang akalaing
Natutulog pa ang Diyos
Ang buhay mo
Ay mayroong halaga
Sa Kanya

Artist - Gary Valenciano
Album - Various Songs
Lyrics - Take Me Out Of The Dark

Just what is it in me?
sometimes I just don't know
what keeps me in your love
why you never let me go
And though you're in me now
I fall and hurt you still
My Lord please show me how
to know just how you feel
You have forgiven me
too many times it seems
I feel I'm not what you might call
a worthy Christian after all
And though I love you so temptations
finds it's way to me

Teach me to trust in You
with all of my heart
to lean not on my own understanding
coz' I just forget
You won't give me what I can't bear
Take me out of the dark My Lord
I don't want to be there,ooh,hah

You never left my side
You gave Your hand to me
to hold You, oh Jesus
I'm no longer in the cold
And yet I leave You there
when I feel satisfied
I'd like to thank You everyday
not only when I feel that way
I've never known a man
who'd give His life for sinners like me
And yet because He loves us so
He promised us eternity
And we can have His promise
and be His if have faith and
just believe..

Teach us to trust in You
with all our heart
to lean not on our own understanding
cause we just forget
You won't give us what we can't bear
Take us out of the dark our Lord
We don't want to be there
Yeah, My Lord

Teach me to trust in You with all of my heart
to lean not on my own understanding
'cause I just forget
You might give me what I can't bear
Take me out of the dark My Lord
I we don't want to be alone
You take me out of the dark, My lord
I don't want to be there, ooh, ooh... hah...

anouncemnt

2005-10-07T10:27:00.000+09:00

my ndgdg lng po s lst lines ng latest poem ko. pero if my maisip kyong tono pwede rin cyang knthin try nyo.. hehe!

stresstabs, anyone?

2005-10-06T13:15:00.000+09:00

hay.. ang daming ginagawa ms narealize ko to knina nung mgtnong c piccassoh botu phantom f d opera.. prng ang tgl n nung huling break ko.. if i cn remember a day b4 my bday, and to think of it my pressures p rin dun, acquaintance prty ng psych un e.. buti nlng thu n buks nga lng finals n nxt week. well as i've always believed in, look into the brighter syd, well that's all i can do.. thank God for my blessings.. like the practicum unlimited extension (prng cellphone compny ah?!) n after nxt week sembreak n.. what else? 1 sem nlng i would be freer (well tht's what i think! hope i'm right..) but thinking of the uncertain future i have makes me more frustrated, depressed, afraid and pessimistic.. hirap tlg ng buhy, mhirp mbuhy, it's all too complicated kc and we mke it more complicated when we mke the wrong decisions.. so be cautious.. and with that being said i wnt to leave you with this.. juz popped out of my mind (tipong my umilw n bombilya sa ibbw ng ulo ko..) mdling mging kristiyano pero mhirp magpaka-Kristyano.

2005-09-30T16:15:00.000+09:00

mli pla yung tym ng blog posts ko ngyn ko lng npncn lalng..

"P" (pagod, play) day

2005-09-30T15:50:00.000+09:00

my day started not as i wanted it 2 b. last nyt i fell asleep(of course what's new?!) while reading my soc psy buk, i wasn't able to study.. i woke up at 4:30am, i stil feel sleepy but was able to read the first half part of chap8 but didn't understnd it. i didn't study for RES1 Quiz. to add up to my early morning stress that i already have, i realized that i have a report on prejudice and i was not able to make reservations for the laptop and lcd to our not-so-kind technician. i was almost pissed with myself and the irresponsibility i possess (w/c ma'am Joy made me realize, 2 days ago) but decided not to ruin further my gloomy day. so the RES1 quiz happened, i think i did nearly fairly well. i planned to not 2 attend the CI class but i realized that attendance can lead to good things, those that they call as "incentives" in the subj which i badly need.. hehe.. den ana's paper (yawn.. yawn.. yawn..ana don't take it against u) leah's paper (don't tke it against u) zzz..zzz... i'm beginning to falla sleep and i wonder why i didn't stay up l8 lst nyt? hmm.. so CI class was finished. now comes soc psy, arian volunteered to call Ma'am Joy, i was hesitant to borrow the lcd and lptop as i accompany ma'am ann at the LRU, probably bcoz there was no formal reservation (i don't even have the 'usapang la2ke' as they call it w/ the tekno guy)..then, arian came running on the corridor of Chem Dep't, like a prophet, she delivered the good news that there will be no reporting but stil i have to worry bcoz i didn't study well even during the break. thanks arian! that still is a relief.. hooh! i needed that. the class was divided into 2 batches (another blessing) w/ some pleading from GJ and Gay the presentors were allowed to take the test first. i know i'm lucky to pass that test. but i feel much better now so who cares? and we can also practce and i cn b confident that i'll perform beter in the presentation. well i did, im contented or should i say satisfied with my performance during the play as well as our group grade and my groupm8s' performance. regards pai..

but it didn't end there what i thought was gonna be a boring late afternoon turned out to be one memorable and cool one.. and the class was not that boring.. i didn't know or it never reached my mind or even my nconscious tha ma'am redona will let us do some plays in class, i thought that she only knew to discuss, discuss and talk..

so my day didn't started as i perceived it and it ended just the same unexpected.. though i'm tired, i'm happy..

song o poem?

2005-09-30T15:36:00.000+09:00

this next post is not meant to offend anyone any sensitive people that maybe affected just approach, call my attention, text, tag on my blog or talk to me.. 1 hour ko lng cya ginawa mejo inspired kc ako..

bakit ka nakasimangot?
alam mong panget ang mukang lukot
ngumiti k naman
ako'y nandito lamang..

pls lng wag ka nang mlungkot
nais bang mukha ko ri'y mlukot?
simple lang naman ang hiling ko
1 ngiti galing sa muka mo..

ikaw ba ay naiinis?
at ang ulo'y sobra na ang init?
pakinggan nlng aking sasabihin
at ngipin mo'y pilit kong palilitawin..

kaw ba ay naaasar?
maging sa tao man, sitwasyon o lugar
kung maaari'y isipin na lang
na may mga taong mas malala ang kalagayan

isipin mong may mukang oso,
napapanot at malapad ang noo
alalahanin mo rin ang mga bungal
pagkat pag-ngiti sa kanila'y ipinagbawal

ako'y may mga tanong
hangad ko'y iyong tugon
pls lang sumagot ka naman
nang ika'y di makulitan

pls lang sumagot ka naman
ako ri'y may pakiramdam
pls lang sumagot ka naman
o di kaya'y ngumiti man lamang..

-ngiti, sagot-

showcase of talents..

2005-09-30T00:49:00.000+09:00

once again, dynamic 4C's talents took the test now by two new professors, Ma'am Redona & Senora Miguel. I know they will not forget what we presented in their classes for at least 2-4 years.. Congrats Guys! Good Job!We reaaly all have what it takes to be a star, we ahve acting abilities, the stage was made for us people! hehe! regards sa cast ng THE CURSED CAN (nklimutn o spnish title..) seathart, iba k tlg!!!

MALDIGALE! MALDIGALOS!!!
BWAHAHA!

opinion and observation

2005-09-23T22:41:00.000+09:00

bkit mrmi mainit ulo l8ly s mga clasm8s ko? guys easy lng.. lumlmig n nga pnhon mlpit n mgpasko, dun p b tyo mgkkglit? wla napansin ko lng so pls wag init ng ulo ang pinapairal.. (lks ng loob ko mgslita/mgpost ng ganito pero filing ko klngn ko rin tong payo n to..) few months nlng tyong mgssma f evr my mga miscomunications, misunderstndings ayusin n ntin and kung my gusto kyong sbhin s kin/ i-criticize nyo ko, ok lng i'm open but pls do it constructively.. tnx! goodluck s tin!

last but not the least..

2005-09-23T00:23:00.000+09:00

hi! so gusto ko lng mgpost bout sa pageant (Mr. & Ms. Psych). ano b tlg feeling? enjoy b? sa totoo lng hindi, kasi wish ko katulad nung kina ness yung tipo n my bonding tym ung contestants, ksi ngyn lumbs tlg n competition lht, patalbugan tlg. mgnda lng nangyri alm ko n my mga tao n willing tumulong, mga clasm8s.. thanks! slmt tlg! sensha rin di mn lng ako nging finalsts.. kainis kc bagal ko mag-icp ang korny p yta ung sgot ko nung pre-pageant dmi pwedeng gwin kong youthful bkit c Jesus p, l8ly ko lng narealize kung youthful p rin cya cguro di catholic country ang pilipinas.. nweis, kwento ko nlng nung tinatnong kc ko nung pre-pageant di p tpos yung qstn Jesus Christ n naicp kong sgot, bkit? di ko alam.. hehe. sbi ko p nga s srli ko wla k n bng maicp n ibng cool n tao? and naicp ko ulit l8ly bkit di ko nlng isingot n everybody dies.. lalng! lam ko di n dpt binblikn nkraan pero gusto ko lng ibhgi s nyo spcly dun s mga interesado.. eun. nung acquaintance nmn enjoy nmn cympre mlungkot ntlo tpos c mary psok s finals pero alwys kip your composure dpt d b? and alm ko nmng deserving c bagsakers.blogspot.com eh congrats pare! and cympre ky ms. fashionista! so did i learn something out of the contest? ewan prng wla.. hehe!

break muna tyo..

2005-09-21T10:53:00.000+09:00

sna mtwa kayo bka kasi lumbs n ang ba2w at corny ko.. ang setting nito sa aprtment..

let's start:

nano2od kmi ng tv desperate housewives yta.. commercial n so etong c jelo ng33p n nmn..
tinititigan si rhenz n kala mo nanlo2ko.. (imagine nyo nlng..)
rhenz: anu b?
jelo: ... (nktingin p rin)
rhenz: bkit b gnyn ang buhok m? (mgulo kc ung mini bangs ni jelo.)
jelo: ...(2-3 seconds) e bkit gnyn ung muka mo?
ako: bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! (hlos maiyk kktwa..)

eto isa pa..
nka globe unlimited si rhenz. my nktext cya taga-koronadal rw. prng mlyo un h? s mindanao yta.. yung mga next lines pls.. read wid feelings..

textmate: can u describe your physical existence? (WHATT?!)
rhenz: i'm 5'8", fair-complexioned, etc.
textmate: wow, what a model outlook? (ano ulet?!)

picassoh..
are you barok? if you are loded definitly you are barok..
i'm an inglis teacher, a literetyur teacher, im an art teacher, i hv playd 7 musicl instruments and mos of ol i am an artist! (PAKELAM KO?! klngn b ituro yn s art app?)
intens imoshons are reflected in art..

spontaneous

2005-08-09T18:17:00.000+09:00

hi guys! musta hirap? hay.. dami tlg kailngng gwin noh?! well d2 ko s internet section ng lib. research ng asyn for scl s thu abt poverty alleviation programs ng bnsa ntin n mukng di nmn napa2tupd ng maayos or cguro mrmi lng tlgng mhirp at mghi2rp p s bnsa nting mlyo pa s kaayusan.. anyway, i would just like to share with you one experience wherein made me realize two things: THAT GOD REAAAALLLY EXIST & GOODNESS IS INNATE TO EVERYONE..

it was last week last tuesday after mw and mabs went to SM-SL. we rode a tricycle goin back to mabs' dorm. i was still wearing my slacks and i had my cellfone on my left pocket. but when we got off the tricycle i did not immediately check whether my belongings are intact. i only realized that i lost my cellphone when the tricycle had already left. i was panicking, i was saying.. (while jumping and moving around) "put.... anong ga2win ko? ok lng mwla fone ko pero pno ko ssbhin s pa2 ko? bad3p!" some sort of things. after 5 minutes or so my mind was clear i knew what to do.. i went back SM-SL, to the tricycle station and ask the dispatcher there if the driver and of course his tricycle was back in line. the driver then saw me and approacxhed me handing my cp, oh! the relief the other tricycle drivers just cheered "bigyn mo nlng ng pang sopdrinks buti nblik yn!" so binigyn ko ng P30 ung driver (actually anak yta nya ung umabot) so un.. at my phbol p ung ibng tricycle drivers "bsta d2 kyo ssky h.." well probably i"d stil ride one of those lowered tricycles in the near future. but once more i realized the value of carefulness..

epilogue

2005-06-28T16:40:00.000+09:00

so ung poem sa baba months ago or almost a year ago ko pa to ngwa ngyn lng ako nglks loob n ipost. it's for my father mejo sumsma kasi relasyon nmin s isa't-isa. anywy wl cya sa pilipinas ngyn. so wl lng k2lad nung dati gusto ko lng ilbs...
bad3p, kala ko nmn rport lng ung ky ma'am vrgas kng anu nga ngreport nko knina gwa n ppt ko eh! asar tlg! hay.. iba n tlg pg graduating k. ang title nito "HOPE IN SADNESS"

hope in sadness

2005-06-28T16:30:00.000+09:00

I. i know you have changed
and it makes me feel strange
don't know if you're brainwashed or somethin'
juz hopin it's for the better why you're changin'

II. your wife is gone
you should love better your daughter & sons
but when youn lost her
it seemed u had less love for your heirs

III. your acting so cold
you only give importance to your gold
don't know if it's for your family
but i think you're acting quite silly

IV. you left them with some kind of wicked witch
later on it turned out she was a stupid b*tch
no sir, oh i am bnot f*ckin'
i juz speak base on what i'm seein'

V. when all this ends
hope we'd still be friends
'coz when your body starts to bend
to whom would you depend?

VI. i don't know what to do
'coz you & mom, I miss the both of you
i know we still have love
for we are the only ones we have

batman returns with a darker side (buhay bartolina ang saya ang saya)

2005-06-17T12:20:00.000+09:00

so what do i have to say? nuthn impressive, hindi malufet at hindi nakakatawa. ngstart n classes heto ko ngyn s filipiniana hopin mkkpgresearch 4 our assignmnt in SCL 3 pero since binigyn nko ni Jelo ng xerox di o n cneryoso pghhnp. so nu n blita s kin? wla gnun p rin. umlis n ulit erpat ko nung May28 at ngyn tingin ko ms lumala p prob s bhy. i think 2 weeks ago ngksagutn n kmi ng insan ko bad3p e di ko n ntiis mshdo kc madada ska ngre2yna-reynahan sa bhy nmin, buti tlg mlks ang self-control ko. gusto ko n sapakin o kyabwisit tlg! nung 1 tym p andun ung brkda ko s min mga 8pm plng gusto n isara yung g8 nmin, prob is cla ngttgo ng susi so umapila ko n ang aga p & ang uspn nmn s bhy 830 isa2ra ang g8 PERO BKSYON NMN NGA E! anu b prob dun? PU.....na! asar! bad3p! bwisit! fcuk! twg n nga nmnin ng brkda and bro ko s bhy nmin BARTOLINA e. dpt my visiting houirs lng.. bt anywy im stil hir.. up & fighting. filing ko ngyn pra akong bilanggo tlg o pasyente s ospital n wla nmng skit physicall opr medically speaking. ung skit/kanser kc yung bwisit n ksma ko s bhy. asar tlg! gus2 ko n umlis pro knting tiis nlng mlpit n kong gumaling mlpit nkong mklaya.. sna gnun rin ang Pilipinas pero tingin ko mtgl tgl p bgo mging P25=$1 ulet and i bliv n wla n tyo dito kung mngyri yun.. bd3p sna nmn wg n ulit tumaas ang presyo ng gasolina at mga bilihin, nwwln nko ng naki2ckback e. cge gudluck 4C ayusin nten buhy ntin 10 months nlng at klngn n ntin tumayo s srling paa ntin, di n tyo mkkasa n my allowance tyong ttnggpin 2months ftr graduation. spontaneous lng po ito so if ever di nyo magets pasensha n.. Buenos dias! Buenas tardes! Buenas noches! Sana nga buenasin ako this school year!

senti lng..

2005-05-05T15:37:00.000+09:00

i really like thi song..

I BELIEVE
-Blessid Union Of Souls-

Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

Violence is spread worldwide and there are families on the street
And we sell drugs to children now oh why can't we just see
That all we do is eliminate our future with the things we do today
Money is our incentive now so that makes it okay

But I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

I've been seeing Lisa now for a little over a year
She said she's never been so happy but Lisa lives in fear
That one day daddy's gonna find out she's in love
With a black man from the streets
Oh how he would lose it then but she's still here with me
'Cause she believes that love will see it through
And one day he'll understand
And he'll see me as a person not just a black man

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe I believe I believe I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Please love find the way
Please love find the way

dahil ako'y isang dukha..

2005-03-14T16:51:00.000+09:00

Simple Things

Usher

Yeah, uhh

They say money can't buy you love

They never seem to listen

I'm all ears

Just copped your girl a brand new Rolex

But you can never find the time to spend at home

Thinkin' it's gon' keep her happy

When time is all she wanted all along

Chorus:

It's the simple things in life we forget

You hear her talkin' but don't hear what she said

Why do you make something so easy so complicated

Searching for what's right in front of your face

But you can't see it

So you think that you know what's important

Steady chasin' your fame and your fortune

But you don't know

You're chasing a dime losin' a treasure

Those dollars don't make sense to me at all

Ooh, it goes

Duh da duh da

You give her spending money

Duh da duh da

But all she wanna spend is time alone (tonight)

Keep givin' her

The finer things but

But she don't really need that

If you don't stop you're

You're gonna end up alone (alone)

The world without love (duh duh da duh da)

Why would you do it

Chorus (2 times)

(listen) Stop tryna buy her love'cuz you won't ever have enough

There's always someone with more than you

You need to pay her attention

Give her what she needs

Do the simple things

Before you lose your girl to me

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeeahYeeeah yeah

Play on playa

Yeah

Your girl comin' wit' me shorty, haha

I'm tellin' you man'cuz u know

[Chorus]

You better look outI hear you talkin', i hear you talkin' (ha)

But what are you saying

Oh hoo oh hooo

Don't be a fool

You got a good thing

Man are you blind

Stupid or crazy?

You got a good thing (uh)

You got a good thing

If that's your lady

You better hold on

And give her what she want

Before she move on

Man I tell you cars, clothes, and fancy things don't mean a damn thing

If you ain't kickin it baby

[Chorus]

[Fade]Don't let this be the thing you'll always regret, no

It's right there, it's right there

the hardships of a college student..

2005-02-24T20:12:00.000+09:00

hi s inyo! d2 ko ngyn socsci. naicpan ko lng mgnet kc wl n gnong gumgmit.. hay.. ngyn ko lng naeexperience n college nko. ganito pla un. ung andmi projects, requirements and other activities. iba tlg pg third year pno p kya pg gumgwa n tyo ng thesis? ewan ko at ayoko muna icpn..

guys, kapit lng.. kya ntin to!
Goodluck sa ting lht 3C! God Bless na rin!

jordz (ang makatang joel)

2004-10-23T21:51:00.000+09:00

this next poem was inspired by my cousin (naainspire ako dhil sa inis sa knya!) dedicated din to s knya. warnin g s mga bbsa mejo sarcastic at moorbid to sa huli so prepare urself.. s mga k2lad ni ness sorry.. juz got to let this out, ang hirp pg my tinatago kang hinannakit e.

Eye-Opener

u're more mature, no doubt

bt pls try to reach out, hear us out

wenevr u wnt it u cn alwys use your mouth

bt pls knw wen it is necessary to shout

a kid is a kid, we can't change that

so why not try to undrstnd rader than b mad

i h8 to b wid people who r unjust

& t ws nvr bd to see odr pipol's weaknesses and try to adjust

to argue wid u is no use

coz i knw u nvr lose

try to think things ovr b4 u accuse

juz reflect & b in sum1 else's shoes

u alwys doubt pipol hu tries to live straight

at least try to appreci8

u & i knw dat life is give and take

and that we're only human, we make mistakes

up to now i cn stil face pipol wid my head up high

no mattr wat hpens i'm not afraid to die

coz i try not to cause pipol any kind of pain

and for most of my life i made good use of my brain

flaws & faults are always what u see

these are the reasons why you are unhappy

for you, there's alwys room for blame

now i hope we don't end up in the everlasting flame.

sa mga nbigla pasensha na.. mshdo lng tlg ako nbad3p s knya nung isng gbi.. eun. iniicp ko p kung ipri2nt ko to tpos ise2nd s min wid no return address tpos nka-addres s pa2 ko pra d nya mhlta n pra s knya tlg. wt do u sugest?

ishlumbook

2004-09-17T00:01:00.000+09:00

KYANG'S favorites:

movie: tears of the sun
mobile service provider: sun cellular
cable service provider: sun cable
cartoon: sunny pig (special mention, hi LELE!)
lotion: sun-tan
flower: sunflower
dream location: Japan
shampoo: sunsilk
dessert: sundae
luto ng itlog: sunny side up
juice drink: sunny orange

Senator: Sunny Jaworski
Local Actress: Sunshine Dizon
Local Actor/Singer: Sunny Parsons

sport: basketball
NBA team: Phoenix
NBA player: Tayshaun Prince and Alonzo Morning
PBA team: Sun Miguel Beer
PBA players: Sunday Salvacion & Sonny Thoss

UAAP player: Clifford ARAO

ei, peace tyo.. sensha n bigla ko lng naicp e. cheer up! matouch k nmn! Pinag-icpan p nmin yn!.. popopopopopopopopopopopopopo.. KYANG!!!

just a thought. (mary naaalala mo ba to?)

2004-09-16T23:52:00.000+09:00

y do comedians get leading ladies who pretty & sexy? y do they get linked to them eventhough they don't look that good?
on the other hand y do most goodlooking guys eventhough they are corny also get beautiful girls?
come to think of it, i have a VERY beautiful girlfriend, but i'm corny, what does that make me? or what does it mean?

techno stress

2004-09-15T18:58:00.000+09:00

bad3p n ko!!! d2 ko s sci mgresearch sna for 4mal report nkktmd nmn try ko nlng sna s net mghnp and bshin ung cnend s kin ni mabs kya lng di ako mkpsok nung unang try kala ko nmli lng ak ng pindot pero nkkten times n ko ayw p rin pti ung isang email-add ko ayw. shit! bas3p tlg!! sna nmn mgmit ko na to. GRRRRRR!!!!! #$@%&#$&^$#* AAAAAHHHHH!!!

we now return to our regular programming...

2004-09-10T11:12:00.000+09:00

guess who's back.. back and still standing up.
well, now that are house renovation is finished my cousin don't gt irritable that much but still I feel uneasy being with her even though I know that in someway she's changing.. maybe the effect of the dirty surroundings of our house while the renovation was ongoing has gotten into her. I give her a grade of B for our house looks better now.

so let's not talk about her now, maybe our viewers don't find that topic interesting. what's the buzz around the block? I can't think of any..

hmmm...

hirap magsulat ng wlng pinrepare n topic anyway thanks for your unending support and patronage sa mag sinusulat ko salamat sa lht ng nagtatag s board ko..

bkit ganito ang buhy? the educator in me..

2004-08-17T15:45:00.000+09:00

i don't know what to say now. i even can't understand what i feel. maybe knowing that you and the person most close to your heart are having similar problems is kinda hard to bear. i feel happy that so far i've only got one low score on the tests, anyway there are 5 more but when i think of other things, like the problems at home the good results of the exams can't fill the feeling of emptiness.
i really don't know what to do so i try not to think of my problems and focus more on my studies but still i can't concentrate. i hope that everything will be fine and live my life day after day.
ang hirap tlga nung pkirmdm n ayw mong umuwi kc unti-unti, lalong sumasama ung pakikitungo mo sa ksma m s bhy. mgkaron k nga lng ng kglit ang hirp n un p kyang sa isng bubong lng kyo nktira??
bad3p! syet tlg!
pero khit anu mngyyri di ako su2ko bsta nanjan ang 3C (special mention mabs) alm ko khit maloko tyo pwede nting asahan ang isa't-isa(clap3x).. matouch nmn kyo!!! hehe.
pero seryoso totoo tlg ung kasabihang aanhin mo pa ang bhy n bato kung ang nktira nmn dito ay isang (nilalang n mas malala pa sa) kuwago.
di ko kklimutn ung isng bgy n natutunan ko sa mama ko: mas mhlga n mrunong kang makisama/makipagkapwa-tao kesa sa perang nasa bulsa mo..
ok class dismissed!

some diections huh?!?

2004-08-03T19:13:00.000+09:00

last tue b4 abpsych i read the pax romana bulletin board near rum 316. there if ound a motivation to study, to work hard, to live.. it inspired me to increase my positive outlook on life and it helped me loosen up, relax. it helped me to control my temper..
last sun i watched TV mass on studio23 and i was hit by the priest's homily. he taught me that the true riches in life cannot be measured with money or prestige. i'm glad i have enough people around me who care and love like my friends and family. and just by thinkin of them i will not think of doin bad things to myself.. thanks to all of you! most specially, mabelle..

points of authority

2004-08-02T13:28:00.000+09:00

i'm happy i've changed my being irritable and bad-tempered but still the problem at home is not solved, i'm afraid it wud never be..
most of us look forward to the weekend but i don't. it's not that i always want to be in skul and be wid my girl, well u can say that, but the greater reason is that at home there's no sign of hapiness. it's not easy losing a mom so to all of you, love your parents even if they suck, even if they are the most KJ parents that ever lived in this world. u won't miss the water till the well runs dry..
at first it was all going well but when my father left for his work(he's a seaman by the way) last March everything started to suck! me and my siblings were left wid our cousin who has lived wid us since i was in elementary. lately, she seems to be an old maid who is at her menopause period or like she's having menstruation all the time..! She's really irritable, i can't blame her for being that way. maybe changing your plans when you're getting old (she's 28 or 29 n..) and not having a partner makes people sad. and we all know the effects of late marriages ryt? She used to work for a derma clinic but was forced to retire to take care of us. on the other hand, why did she left her work when we were asking her way back May of last year whether or not to get a maid to help her in the household chores? my point is why did she tell us that it's ok for her to do all the job w/o looking at the consequences that are to happen?
well, we don't talk that much now. i try to avoid her as much as possible eventhough we live on the same roof. i don't want to converse wid her because it turns to a debate. we have debated abt things like, my lil sis shud be allowed to play outside the house for at least once a week,etc. but she will always win and say that my sis don't want to play wid other kids anyway.. but how come my sis became so "papansin"?! specially when other pipol are around..
come to think of it i learned things from her, like: "don't care for the bad outcomes of your actions, you can always blame it on other things or other pipol." she's really good at projecting!! imagine the value of defense mechanisms!!!
here's an example: 1 tym she was goin to the bank or some credit cooperative to arrange some papers, she left at about 2pm and i was surprised that by 2:30pm she was back, i said to myself: "that was fast". then i found out that she has left the documents on my sister's bedroom. she went out blaming my sis saying: "si LJ kc nkita n pla n andun ung papel na kailngn ko di pa sinabi sa kin!" duh!?!?!??! hello!!??/%$#@!%&^* she's 7 y.o. what will she know abt that documents!!

i just want to let this one go..

vintage joel

2004-07-23T10:55:00.000+09:00

i'm here at soc sci section of the lib. im wid mabelle as i'm typing this i really feel guilty that i'm not helping her. but, on the other side i'm doing my research for my 2nd formal report in chem600lab and scanning other blogs simultaneously(mejo mlbo yta english m?!?!)

ok cge taglish n nga.. for the past few days i'm kinda bad-tempered and i easily get mad i dont know why.. cguro mshdo lng ako nada2la ng prob ko s bhy.. buti anjn plgi si mabs. thank you! iloveyou.. and cympre kyong frends and clasm8s ko. khit pa2no nkklimutn ko un bad3p s buhy ko. cguro nga kailngn ko lng icpn ung pinost ko weeks ago..

change your view of the world and everything around you changes..

(prng jajajajamby2X ah?!?!) hehe
(tma tlg profile analysis ng kada ko s kin.. act(as in mdrma), xplain and repeat). ok cge..

opportunity..

2004-07-18T21:25:00.000+09:00

i'm wid kyang, sd and jelo ryt now.. d2 kmi s EVO nkijoin lng ako mgnet. srp tlg mg filing ng lng ganong iniicp.. wlng asynmnt or quiz for 2m. juz wana have sumthin dat u cn enjoy..

nga pla..
naicp ko ung mga nmes n yn lst friday hbng ngre2port ibng clasm8s ntn s guidance and counseling.
tnong ko.. sino b my nggwa s inyo pg Friday 7-9am tyo? hehe!

as suggested by pai!

2004-07-16T10:39:00.000+09:00

what if we reverse the names we have from a male's name to a female's name and vice-versa?
      let's start with me, joel-julia
      mabelle/marybelle-marvin
      ness-nestor
      chika/francesca-francis
      mary-mario

these names are easy to transfer.. let's move on..

    ali would be alex, gladys will be gado, orange/renee-rene, nina-nino(ninyo),

     henriza/rhezi-henry, michael-mikhaela, leah-leo, carla-carlo, laura-lauro, ana rose-andro,

    jacq of course-jack, lou-anne will be louie, ren-rene lyndon, ro-anne-rosary will be rosauro,

     jc-joanna carla, jenina/jen-Geno(Susy &), jorge enrico-georgie/georgina rica,

     ma.veronica-mark ronnnie, arianne rachelle-ariel rico, princess/epai-prince epoi,

     phnas-noypi

     mark gj-mary fe, alan martin-lana martina, patricia(3sh)-patricio/patrick,

     kyang/kath-keith, lynard-lyn, jelo-jelli, raymond(sd)-rhea, caesarpauluserapio-paula

    kristine(gay)-christian, she-he and of course lele tinatanong pa ba yon? e di lonlon! peace tyo!

    teka 38 pa lng to ah?! may kulang pang isa,...hmmm... c tiff??!! wag nlng yoko salubungin ang
    prelims n my pasa..

for what?!

2004-07-16T10:28:00.000+09:00

for this past week. i've been feeling a sense of worthlessness. it seems that i have no purpose in this world. but yesterday i realized everything..
it started during chem600lab, kyang and i had a somewhat serious conversation about my family. from there i started to think of what i really have to do. that i need to study well. since i'm the one in the pontifical university i'm the child who my father spends so much. with a 5-digit tuition fee and an apartment to pay P2000 per month it will not be worth the cost if i will not be serious with my studies.
then, after class it was clear to me that i have to thank God for the blessings i have, my family, my gf and my friends.
these are all i need to think about..

no stimulation..

2004-07-09T11:18:00.000+09:00

hindi ako makapg-icp ng ipo2st ngyn e.. ndi kc ako nkpghnda. anyway, d2 ko s filipiniana ngyn mgreserch sna bout s author ng rport ko s lit pero kktmd e. so, ngchek nlng ak blog ko.

o eto nlng.. bglang my pumsok s utak ko e..
mhirp pla tlg pg hindi clear ang goals mo in life..
yung u'll just wake-up do your same old routine.. mli2go, ppsok, mki2nig s prof n kinakatakutan m den s iba mg-iingay k lang o manga2rap ng gising. mg-aarl k lng pg my tests o recitation.. ki2los k lng pg mlpit n deadline ng projcts/acdemc requiremnts m..
ang hirp mbuhy ng 1 day at a tym ung wla kang plno.. anything goes, kung ano lng ang dumting.. pro minsn nmn ms ok ung wlng plno kc pg pinplno m ms mdls n di mo mgwa. bkit? mskit ung filing n prng wla kang purpose s mundo. d b?
pero bkit ok lng sa'yo n gnun? n bhla n..

cguro kya ko naiicp to kc tinmd ako mggwa ng 4mal report ko e. hay.. buhy nga nmn.. minsn ang hirp intindihin..

VIDEOKE! o eto lyrics ng sounds ko..

2004-07-03T22:41:00.000+09:00

Watch this...
[Chorus]
These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions
[Verse 1]
Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you
'bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with,
creepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
See when this stuff goes through be tryna figure out
When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
Be a man and get it over with (over with)
I'm ridin' in my whip
Racin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near me
I said why ? baby?
Please hear me

[Chorus]

[Breakdown]
This by far is the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do
To tell you, the woman I love
That I'm having a baby by a woman that I barely even know
I hope you can accept the fact that I'm man enough to tell you
this
And hopefully you'll give me another chance
This ain't about my career
This ain't about my life
It's about us
Please

[Chorus]

pleasurable torture.

2004-07-03T22:13:00.000+09:00

hi! lalng eto ksma ko sd s EVO. d2 ko s apt ng buong wikend mdumi s bhy pinpgwa bubong nmin.

e2 n ung bgong post..
it ol strted lstb thu nyt ngnet cla jelo suma2 ako, naiinggit lng ako s knila kc gusto mgpost kso wl akong pera e. hehe. nka2inggit tlg tpos nktyo lng ako tinitingnan ko monitors nla for almost 2 hours 11pm-1am. hay puyt n inggit p. pro nchek ko nmn frndstr & mail ko nun..
tpos nung fri nmn khit n 1 and ahalf hour lng class ang hirp mgtiis ng antok at ng boring n prof.. hay..
buti nksma ako s badminton saya! kaya lng wla akong steady partner pero my ipinanalo nmn ako games hehe! skit pla s ktwn laloo pg di k kumain.. e pinauwi pa kong bulcn kpgod lalo prng la2gnatin ako..
knina nmn ngtryout kmi kya lng nal8 kmi kc c ma'am ngextend. bad3p! eun ok nmn ung tryouts nkkpgod lng tlg ung punshmnt n 10 rounds n tkbo around the court. buti nga ksma ko sd bka ndi ko un kinaya.
minsn tlg msya khit mhirp ung gingwa m..

red alert..

2004-06-29T19:18:00.000+09:00

wla lng mejo nkkadik pla to. sna ngustuhn nyo ung pinost ko khpon nadoble p nga e. bkit naicpan ko lit mgpost? kc khpon d b mjo bad3p ako? di ko lng pla npncn n msma pkrmdm nung ksma ko so ngyn naintndihan ko n.. at ngyn red alert nga bsta icpn nyo nlng meaning nun.. since red alert nga mhirp sya mksundo ngyn. pero napaicp din ako...
d kya mshdo ko lng nppncn ung kulng? n lgi nlng ung mli ak nki2ta ko? cguro nga nging critic ako mshdo.. so ngyn iniicp ko rin kung ano ung kulng s kin.. ung mli s ginagwa ko.. ska kung ano ang kailngn kong gwin..
naalala ko tuloy ung quote n nkita sa isng pinpnod ko "change your view of the world and eveything around you changes" tma nga nmn un.. cguro klngn ko lng hnpin ung mbuti sa mga nangyyri.. pncnin ko nlng ung positive.. at wg ko asamin mshdo kung ano ung ideal.. kasi di nmn tlga totoo na merong ideal world or ideal partner.. so un.. cge hope my naishare akong mgnda sa mga bbsa nito.. sna npgtyagaan nyo bshin to...

mejo bad3p..

2004-06-28T18:35:00.000+09:00

hi guys! d2 ko s sci section ng lib ngyn.. bumlik ako ftr ihtid c mabs. plgy ko kc di ako mkkpgarl sa aprtmnt eun. so bkit mejo bd3p? wla lng kc ung ksma ko kc sa lib knina nagyaya agd umwi e wla p ko s klhti nung dpt reviewhin. sna mn lng hininty nya muna ak mtpos d b? pero ok lng dpt nmn tlg pingbbgyn ang ba2e d b?
nkpgpost lit ak s wks! wla kc gumgmit nitong computr5 d2 s sci pgpsok ko kya grab ko n opportunity..

nga pla sa mga berks ko di sa defencv ako h.. d lng nmn dhil s lbre kya ako sumasama s inyo eh.. gusto mko lng pong linawin..

o cge, arl muna ko ms msrp mg-arl dito kc mlmig..

mejo bad3p..

2004-06-28T18:26:00.000+09:00

dito ko ngyn s science section ng lib pra libre ang net. bumlik ako pgkhtid ko ky mabs.. di kc ako mkkpg-arl sa aprtmnt nmin cgurdo un. bkit mjo bd3p ang title nito? wla mejo ngtmpo lng ako kc ung ksma ko sa lib ntpos lng mgbsa nagyaya na umuwi samantalng ako hlos wla p s klhti ng chap1 eun. mjo inis.. pero ok lng gnun nmn tlg dpt pingbbgyn ang ba2e s lht ng gusto nila. o ayan ngpost n ko lit.
maiba nmn ako s mga berks ko sensha n di ko maishare ung kaunting prob ko h.. ok lng nmn eh. sbhn nyo ng defencv ak pero d ak sumasama s inyo ng dhil s lbre lng h.. gus2 ko lng linawin.. o cge.. sulitin ko n pgpa2aircon ko d2 arl muna ko..

for your viewing pleasure

2004-06-27T22:42:00.000+09:00

mrami n nagchek blog ko. ngglit wla rw lmn.. o cge n nga! khpon ngtryout kmi nila caesar, sd at jelo s talayan village. syng nga lng butas pla bubong nung court di tuloy kmi nkpglro ng ayos. sbgy khit nmn mkpglro ako ng maayos di rin ako mkukuha.. di nmn s inaapi ko srli ko lm ko lng limitations ko. un.
pasensha n wla ako maikuwento eh.. sorry rin d ako nkksma sa mga ngbbdminton.. enjoy nlng kyo lagi!

finally.. the vanishing man is here!

2004-06-23T20:48:00.000+09:00

ei, guys eto n ung blog ko.. sna mgustuhn nyo..