this are my confessions x)*

vintage joel
Friday, July 23, 2004

i'm here at soc sci section of the lib. im wid mabelle as i'm typing this i really feel guilty that i'm not helping her. but, on the other side i'm doing my research for my 2nd formal report in chem600lab and scanning other blogs simultaneously(mejo mlbo yta english m?!?!)

ok cge taglish n nga.. for the past few days i'm kinda bad-tempered and i easily get mad i dont know why.. cguro mshdo lng ako nada2la ng prob ko s bhy.. buti anjn plgi si mabs. thank you! iloveyou.. and cympre kyong frends and clasm8s ko. khit pa2no nkklimutn ko un bad3p s buhy ko. cguro nga kailngn ko lng icpn ung pinost ko weeks ago..

change your view of the world and everything around you changes..

(prng jajajajamby2X ah?!?!) hehe
(tma tlg profile analysis ng kada ko s kin.. act(as in mdrma), xplain and repeat). ok cge..

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 10:55 AM

opportunity..
Sunday, July 18, 2004

i'm wid kyang, sd and jelo ryt now.. d2 kmi s EVO nkijoin lng ako mgnet. srp tlg mg filing ng lng ganong iniicp.. wlng asynmnt or quiz for 2m. juz wana have sumthin dat u cn enjoy..

nga pla..
naicp ko ung mga nmes n yn lst friday hbng ngre2port ibng clasm8s ntn s guidance and counseling.
tnong ko.. sino b my nggwa s inyo pg Friday 7-9am tyo? hehe!

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 9:25 PM

as suggested by pai!
Friday, July 16, 2004

what if we reverse the names we have from a male's name to a female's name and vice-versa?
      let's start with me, joel-julia
      mabelle/marybelle-marvin
      ness-nestor
      chika/francesca-francis
      mary-mario

these names are easy to transfer.. let's move on..

    ali would be alex, gladys will be gado, orange/renee-rene, nina-nino(ninyo),

     henriza/rhezi-henry, michael-mikhaela, leah-leo, carla-carlo, laura-lauro, ana rose-andro,

    jacq of course-jack, lou-anne will be louie, ren-rene lyndon, ro-anne-rosary will be rosauro,

     jc-joanna carla, jenina/jen-Geno(Susy &), jorge enrico-georgie/georgina rica,

     ma.veronica-mark ronnnie, arianne rachelle-ariel rico, princess/epai-prince epoi,

     phnas-noypi

     mark gj-mary fe, alan martin-lana martina, patricia(3sh)-patricio/patrick,

     kyang/kath-keith, lynard-lyn, jelo-jelli, raymond(sd)-rhea, caesarpauluserapio-paula

    kristine(gay)-christian, she-he and of course lele tinatanong pa ba yon? e di lonlon! peace tyo!

    teka 38 pa lng to ah?! may kulang pang isa,...hmmm... c tiff??!! wag nlng yoko salubungin ang
    prelims n my pasa..

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 10:39 AM

for what?!

for this past week. i've been feeling a sense of worthlessness. it seems that i have no purpose in this world. but yesterday i realized everything..
it started during chem600lab, kyang and i had a somewhat serious conversation about my family. from there i started to think of what i really have to do. that i need to study well. since i'm the one in the pontifical university i'm the child who my father spends so much. with a 5-digit tuition fee and an apartment to pay P2000 per month it will not be worth the cost if i will not be serious with my studies.
then, after class it was clear to me that i have to thank God for the blessings i have, my family, my gf and my friends.
these are all i need to think about..

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 10:28 AM

no stimulation..
Friday, July 09, 2004

hindi ako makapg-icp ng ipo2st ngyn e.. ndi kc ako nkpghnda. anyway, d2 ko s filipiniana ngyn mgreserch sna bout s author ng rport ko s lit pero kktmd e. so, ngchek nlng ak blog ko.

o eto nlng.. bglang my pumsok s utak ko e..
mhirp pla tlg pg hindi clear ang goals mo in life..
yung u'll just wake-up do your same old routine.. mli2go, ppsok, mki2nig s prof n kinakatakutan m den s iba mg-iingay k lang o manga2rap ng gising. mg-aarl k lng pg my tests o recitation.. ki2los k lng pg mlpit n deadline ng projcts/acdemc requiremnts m..
ang hirp mbuhy ng 1 day at a tym ung wla kang plno.. anything goes, kung ano lng ang dumting.. pro minsn nmn ms ok ung wlng plno kc pg pinplno m ms mdls n di mo mgwa. bkit? mskit ung filing n prng wla kang purpose s mundo. d b?
pero bkit ok lng sa'yo n gnun? n bhla n..

cguro kya ko naiicp to kc tinmd ako mggwa ng 4mal report ko e. hay.. buhy nga nmn.. minsn ang hirp intindihin..

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 11:18 AM

VIDEOKE! o eto lyrics ng sounds ko..
Saturday, July 03, 2004

Watch this...
[Chorus]
These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
Man I'm throwed and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions
[Verse 1]
Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you
'bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with,
creepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
See when this stuff goes through be tryna figure out
When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
Be a man and get it over with (over with)
I'm ridin' in my whip
Racin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near me
I said why ? baby?
Please hear me

[Chorus]

[Breakdown]
This by far is the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do
To tell you, the woman I love
That I'm having a baby by a woman that I barely even know
I hope you can accept the fact that I'm man enough to tell you
this
And hopefully you'll give me another chance
This ain't about my career
This ain't about my life
It's about us
Please

[Chorus]

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 10:41 PM

pleasurable torture.

hi! lalng eto ksma ko sd s EVO. d2 ko s apt ng buong wikend mdumi s bhy pinpgwa bubong nmin.

e2 n ung bgong post..
it ol strted lstb thu nyt ngnet cla jelo suma2 ako, naiinggit lng ako s knila kc gusto mgpost kso wl akong pera e. hehe. nka2inggit tlg tpos nktyo lng ako tinitingnan ko monitors nla for almost 2 hours 11pm-1am. hay puyt n inggit p. pro nchek ko nmn frndstr & mail ko nun..
tpos nung fri nmn khit n 1 and ahalf hour lng class ang hirp mgtiis ng antok at ng boring n prof.. hay..
buti nksma ako s badminton saya! kaya lng wla akong steady partner pero my ipinanalo nmn ako games hehe! skit pla s ktwn laloo pg di k kumain.. e pinauwi pa kong bulcn kpgod lalo prng la2gnatin ako..
knina nmn ngtryout kmi kya lng nal8 kmi kc c ma'am ngextend. bad3p! eun ok nmn ung tryouts nkkpgod lng tlg ung punshmnt n 10 rounds n tkbo around the court. buti nga ksma ko sd bka ndi ko un kinaya.
minsn tlg msya khit mhirp ung gingwa m..

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 10:13 PM

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