this are my confessions x)*

questions..
Tuesday, November 29, 2005

bakit ba ako nabuhay?
hindi naman laging masaya..
bakit ba ako nabuhay?
mas madalas naman may problema..

bakit ba ako nabuhay?
para namang walang saysay..
bakit ba ako nabuhay?
para lang ba sumablay?

bakit pa ba 'ko buhay?
di na 'ko gano makasabay..
bakit pa ba 'ko buhay?
para namang di ko na kaya to..
bakit pa ba ko buhay?
eh di ko naman alam kung san tutungo..
bakit pa ba ko buhay?
di naman na 'ko buo, hay..

ano kaya ang dapat kong maging layunin?
alamin ang aking silbi ito'y isang suliranin..
sana ay maituro sa akin,
daan na dapat kong suungin..

i first made this poem probably a year ago.. but i finuished it with the last stanza just recently.. i was able to start this poem while i was busy thinking about my frustrations and being slightly depressed.. i usually read this when i get upset and when i feel that i have no purpose.. or when i can't see the 'future me'.. i really feel the uncertainty after graduation but i'm not afraid..

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 4:40 PM

Things i've learned in a cheper bedspace boarding house..
Friday, November 25, 2005

maybe ill edit this in the coming days.. enjoy reading..

1. don't eat wearing your uniform the table might not be properly cleaned
2. it is hard to wash your hands if the faucet is out of order
3. washing the dishes with your hands(without a sponge) can be very taxing
4. having your bathroom downstairs lessens your desire to take a shower at night
5. having no electic gadgets aside from your e.fan and charger forces you to study harder (kung wala ka magawa, mag-aral ka na lang!)
6. you may feel lonely at times because you do not know the pipol in the other rooms
7. you/your foam(kuchon) may not fit on the bed (itself) which makes funny squeaking sounds when you move continuously
8. you maybe able to reflect about your life with the proper motivation and the silence during the early hours of the morning (well, i'm still planning to do this)
9. being alone in your room makes you postpone everything you have to do in it most especially arranging your clothes
10. having to put a padlock (that requires the key to lock it) on the outside of your door everytime you leave helps you not to forget your key
11. it is not difficult tom be close to nature (encounters with creepy crawlers highly possible!)

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 1:57 PM

P3, 2C-Psy, 3C-Psy at 4 PSY 3
Thursday, November 24, 2005

guys, ginawa ko lng to 4 fun wlng personalan ha.. hehe! this may not reflect the true u but this is part of your self(personality, image, etc.) as i've observed it. i am entitled to my opinion coz....
this is my blog,... my world..... wahahahaha!

una ang madaldal na c ali
sa left nya kc ang word-loaded na c Mike
sa tabi nya c leah nakalulon raw ng mic
na iniwan ni jenny, na naghinto muna ng study

malusog si carla pero di masiba
seductive comedienne nmn c laura
si jacq, ang antukin nming lola
katabi nya ang grade conscious na c anna

si jaycee nmn ang 1 and only secretary
malnourishly slim un c rosary
unang DL na lumipat ng la salle c May
si Lele di chubby pero sya ang class' Ms. Piggy

si ana cruz, thimik, thimik ring umlis ppuntang ADMU
orange, astig ideas, humor at punch lyns nito
pai, babaeng macho, official service nmin ang kanilng revo
jorge, moves nya tulad ng 1 sirkero (lupit sumyw!)

chika, culture shock pg unang beses mo cya mrinig n managalog ng derecho
gladys, singer-scriptwriter sa taong to pinaghalo
ktbi nya c nina, konti la lmng s knya ni J. Lo
sa dulo ng row ko c veron, ang beauty n bibo

si alan, athlete version ni Pilosopong Tasyo (tanda n kc!)
mhba pasensya mo pg napagtyagaan mo c lynard, lurit nito!
ktbi nya 1 pang makulit c kyang, dating 'athlete'
si lou-ann clasm8 nming matungit (mataray at masungit)

si Gav, nu n kya nangyri after mag-Music?
hlos matabunan nya c ren, buto't balat pero Chem at Math "minamani" nito
jelo, ngiti plng alm mo ng manlo2ko este nanlo2ko
at si jen, tumatawa pa rin kahit galit

next ang OC at reflective n c mary
gjeff, pambawi ang tawa sa jokes nyang corny
si arianne nmn ang aming bunso
si mabelle, maingay at makulit 'to

aming treasurer c ness, gus2 nya lgi cyang fit
si claire ang alm ko, matalinong gimikera
eto nmng c esdi (bespren nya'y mukang pwet) este jokes at hirit, astig at malupit
tignan natin pg umubra ka kay tiff, ang bullying el presidenta

cesar, certified babaero
si ate she achiever khit soft-spoken
rich girl gay, kakaibang learning skills nito
si rhezi tahimik at mahiyain,
buti mejo nagbago
at c trish makulit pero antukin.

ako nmn c KN, este c joel,
totoy bibo ng C

ay muntik ko na makalimutan
natatandaan nyo ba si Rachel Helene Rosary?

actually mttpos ko n to nung naalala ko name nya..

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 3:49 PM

read or sing..
Sunday, November 20, 2005

Crazy lyrics
Artist - Simple Plan
Album - Shut Up

Crazytell me whats wrong with society
when everywhere i look i seeyoung girls trying to be on t.v.
they wont stop til they've reached their dreams.
Diet pills, surgery
photoshop pictures in magazines
telling them how they should beit doesnt make sense to me

Chorus:
Is everybody goin crazy?------
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me whats goin on
tell me whats goin on
if you open your eyes you'll see that something is wrong

tell me whats wrong with society
when everywhere i look i see
parents acting like enemies
making kids feel like it's world war 3
no one's there
i guess we're all just too damn busy
and money's our first priority
it doesnt make sense to me

Chorus
Something is wrong---------
Repeat Chorus

tell me whats wrong with society
when everywhere i look i see
rich guys drivin big SUV's
while kids are starvin in the streets
no one cares
no one likes to share
i guess life's unfair........

Chorus finale

nakita ko lng to s myx kanina natouch ako.. hehe..

joel grooved on the dance floor
@ 6:28 PM

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